failed random 2 years ago and cant get back in

hope someone can help. 2 years ago i failed radom drug screen. im not gonna mislead anyone. i was guilty. the company i drove for , for 10 years terminated me. they wouldnt put me through sap program nor could i afford it on my own. was my understanding that i had to take sap program or leave trucking for 2 years. well my 2 years are up and i wanna drive again badly but everybody says no. i have spotless mvr, good work record, only had 1 moving violation in the 10 years i drove for ex company. i made a mistake and ive been paying for it for 2 years and wanna put it behind me. can anyone point me in right direction to company or owner who may give me a chance?
i made a mistake and im not afraid to admit it. and no i dont do drugs now. was at party 1/2 drunk week before random and made terrible mistake.
any help or direction would be greatly appreciated

Originally Posted by longingtodrive

hope someone can help. 2 years ago i failed radom drug screen. im not gonna mislead anyone. i was guilty. the company i drove for , for 10 years terminated me. they wouldnt put me through sap program nor could i afford it on my own. was my understanding that i had to take sap program or leave trucking for 2 years. well my 2 years are up and i wanna drive again badly but everybody says no. i have spotless mvr, good work record, only had 1 moving violation in the 10 years i drove for ex company. i made a mistake and ive been paying for it for 2 years and wanna put it behind me. can anyone point me in right direction to company or owner who may give me a chance?
i made a mistake and im not afraid to admit it. and no i dont do drugs now. was at party 1/2 drunk week before random and made terrible mistake.
any help or direction would be greatly appreciated

I dont understand, if you go with a new company theyll re test you, and if your clean, well.. you just have to not put down you worked for that other company, tell them you drove for yourself for the last two years or whatever.

dont lie about it or you will just have more problems because chances are it will be found out....thats the thing about the cdl its not games anymore they take it serious...there is probably someone out there that will hire you but i dont have a clue who...

Ok I Don't Know If You Want 18 Wheeler Or If You're Willing 2 Drive A Strait Truck Where Are You From ? I May Know A Owner Thru Panther 2 That Would More Then Likely Give You A Chance Let Me Know If You Would Like His Number Just Call And I'll Give It To You 330-352-4292 Rebecca You Can Call Anytime I Have The Weirdest Slep Schedule

most companies now days make you wait at least 5 years...say its dot regs

also if you don't put down that you worked there it still comes back on your dac report so they would find out n e way